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还记得我们的纪念册吗?
透过你在幼稚园认识了一班朋友仔，大家在活动教学里学唱儿歌。
在这快熟时代，注重大浪漫主义的我们，总爱暗恋补习社的女校男生，于是对他大叫：“我发梦见过你！”大声地， 你讲你爱我。自此，恋爱就是大过天的，天天大咬士多碑梨萍果橙，誓要女人味打扮。‘两个好’成了我们的饮歌，人人都说我们佳偶天成。爱情当刚入樽，我们就似风筝与风，历不开对方世界，决定非君不嫁。
二人世界杯刚刚打完，才发觉我们没法做足一百分。在这双失情人节，我们喊到双眼红红，十分丢架。此刻才发觉，原来友谊第一，原来朋友比恋人更高分。朋友的爱令我感动。
唱着伤心情歌，我们再誓到下一站便成天后。你成飘零燕，我成翱翔的小鸟。我们多谢失恋，成为世界儿女。在莫斯科没有眼泪之时，我们回头一望，发觉依然死性不改，恋上布拉格。此刻拿着你的精选 数回头，若然我们还在一起，我们已相爱六年。。
我们还会相遇吗？
今天 我宣布 她 —–> ~+* Chocolatee Chels *+~，我的宝贝
正式结束。
在这里 要对她说声
对不起 总是忽略她
谢谢她 成了我最值得信任的朋友
也是 一直以来 不停陪伴着我的 网伴。
不要问 我到哪里去了
因为 你不需要知道。
她 就象我
曾经悄悄地 在你身边走过 却不会停留在你的记忆。
特别给不会华文的Jackie, it says I’m closing up my blog. =)
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she’s yours?
(How does she know that you love her?)
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her? =D
It’s not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she’ll be inclined to say…
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he’s mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?)
Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Hey~!
He’ll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That’s how you know, that’s how you know!
He’s your love…
You’ve got to show her you need her
Don’t treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true…
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he’s yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truly love her!)
Well does he take you out dancin’ just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you? Ohhh!
He’ll find his own way to tell you, with the little things he’ll do
That’s how you know, that’s how you know!
He’s your love
He’s your love…
That’s how you know…… He loves you
That’s how you know …… It’s true
(la la la la la)
Because he’ll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic by the fires glow-oohh!
His heart will be yours forever, something everyday will show
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know (That’s how you know)
That’s how you know! =DD
He’s your love…
That’s how she knows that you love her
That’s how you show her you love her
[Skip skip skip =P]
That’s how you know…
That’s how you know…
(It’s not enough to take the one you love for granted!)
He’s your love…
Uni is back! I miss camwhoring. A lot. A Lot. A LOT. =(
Haven’t been updating my bloggie for quite some time, it’s 1.42am, I’m feeling bored..
Looking back to the year of 2007 (I mean my calendar), a lot has happened, people say that time passes very fast, but I feel that it was SO long to get over things. The year started with loads of exams. A lot and a lot of them. They were fun to a certain extent. When stress didn’t take over me and tried to kill me.
And then it was CNY, where relatives came and Seok Mei borrow my room for half a day and the Thank-You note is still sticked on my calender. =)I started to attend tuition at Francis’ place, and there were loads of Leo activities! One thing to note on this month is that Jackie found himself a girlfriend, Annie YY. It’s almost a year now! =)
And then came the day I took my braces off, it was a memorable day. It’s a happy thing to share moments like this with special ones. And then exams were coming again. God. And practices. I WILL miss them. Then IELTS. Exams!!!! I remembered preparing for others as well besides preparing for my own.
Right after the exams we had a trip to Tioman which was memorable, there was a leng cai =P=P and the sky and the sea and the talking and the flirting and the corals and snorkeling! It was fun. But I spoiled my phone. I know I am stupid. I miss it. I STILL miss it.
Then there was this single-Monash-one-day-travelling trip, where I thought a lot. And there were more and more practices. And then it started. My degree. And there was this sudden decision to change my course. Very clever. And the Midnight Puppet performance. Which I enjoyed. And contact lenses. And then assignments. And assignments again. And then exams. Management, apparently, which I SHOULD fail. I can’t manage myself, time, anything. And a best friend leaving to study. That was TOUGH. I didn’t expect it to be that tough. And then results. And satisfaction. And outings. And old friends. And RM50 FINE for returning library books LATE.
And now I am back with a summer course. And exams is one and a half months later. And assignment is due on New Year’s eve. *wt…* But the point is, don’t you think that my life is boring?? Christmas is coming soon. I look forward for Something, even though I know nothing will happen.
There were hidden parts in my life where nobody knew throughout the year, I had done a lot of thinking, dreaming, and I guess I ran into depression (not too serious) and hid it from my family and friends. There were special dates in my life that I would never forget, such as 777. There are, too, happy ones, I had a lot of pleasure and memorable moments. I LOVE to listen to choirs.
Really had fun while I was having reunions with close friends during December, that was when I finally felt that I am myself, the one that they used to know. The Old Me. And it’s good to know that everyone is making an effort to get together.
This is our old picture. I tried to upload the recent ones as well, but Friendster just isn’t cooperating. So, too bad. Get to Facebook to see the recent ones. =D
Currently into:
我们相爱6年
Twins
饮歌 跟你合唱唱到
世态的转变都看过 仍是那样谐和
六岁很快过 又似不快过
骤眼彼此也大个 可爱在每分钟
也不枉过
回望身世 因工作未顾安危
被天气炎凉洗礼 却有你天使般安慰
共渡浮世 有幸携手便能抛开一切
未来未曾计 大无畏 为了事业 念力没有降低
*假如感激我运气 不如多得有著你
投缘难讲理 叹世界 亦要牵手上机
一人一口气 做到未泄气
没法不一起
这种不舍不弃 大过天和地
我肯交换去做你*
像置身银河 年月飞快过
共你分享对或错
苦与乐 记得生涯怎黱过
从没心计 天真岁月 已一齐
幸福似季候交替
你却永远企在旁像护堤
望著时计 便怀念怎样 联手解决一切
未来未曾计 大无畏
陪你落下热泪
亦撑到底
*
彷如宨女这份爱 愿叫世间知己
记得不舍不弃 没有猜和忌
我肯交换去做你 我的感觉也属你
Friendship ends when you stop sharing.
When you are laughing at how silly I am to be the one who sacrifices, remember, its not whether you are stupid enough to be cheated on, its whether you are willing to be the stupid one. I am.
=)
Cheers! Merry Christmas. I mean, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ENJOY everyone!!! =)
And a Happy New Year. =)
想不起 怎么会病到不分好歹
连受苦都甜美
我每日捱着 不睬不理
但却捱不死 又去痴缠你
难道终此一生
都要这么 不可争一口气
很谦卑 只不过是我太过爱你
连自尊都忘记
跌到极麻木 只好相信
又再爬得起 就会有转机
若我不懂憎你 如何离别你
亦怕不会飞
由这一分钟开始计起 春风秋雨间
限我对你以半年时间 慢慢的心淡
付清 账单
平静的对你热度退减
一天一点伤心过 这一百数十晚
大概也够我 送我来回地狱又折返人间
春天分手 秋天会习惯
苦冲开了便淡
（说甚么再平反）
只怕被迫一起更碍眼
（往后这半年间）
只爱自己 虽说不太习惯
毕竟有限 就当 过关
。。。。。。。。。。。
如果 爱情狂烈到可怕程度
连受伤都不控诉
怕你告别得更早
除非 爱情没法有一种尺度
为甚么猜不到 攀得有多高
才令我不必跌倒
当 一心坚持为你好
你也将双手乱抱
还有谁待我好
谁来爱我 小心爱错
以免彼此无助
还能热恋谁 谁能受得起那么多
你最记得清楚 (为何拿着我消磨)
谁来爱我 请好好对我 犹如拿慑着星火
认真的我
花开了总想结果
才令你这么对我 (才令你闪身掠过)
如果 爱情是个最孤单国度
就在荒岛起舞 只得我知道
曾为你怎么跌倒
当 一心坚持为你好
你也将双手乱抱
还有谁待我好
谁来爱我 小心爱错
以免彼此无助
还能热恋谁 谁能受得起那么多
为何拿着我消磨
谁来爱我 请好好对我 犹如拿慑着星火
认真的我
花开了总想结果
才令你闪身掠过
不懂得爱 不懂得我 别亲我
Heeheeee.
Updates updates. Went for Qeng’s farewell party which was.. Some time ago.. Had dinner at Kelana Jaya opposite of the LRT station.
After the dinner… Pics time. Hahaha.
Jia: Come eat eat eat…..
Marry… =P
"Old-friends" look =)
Hehehe. =D
Qeng took this … (Eating ice-cream)
I was wondering why the camera was held so low, so ..
What are you doing, Qeng?
Jia Jia fell asleep coz she posing for too long XD, San frightened XD
Playing with San’s phone..
And finally…
Family pic =)
The Star.
Before we go.. 
(Ooops!) NYAHAHA. XD
Okay okay. Got more pics to share. HEHEHE. =) If you feel bored just close this box. Bwah!
My latest cat… Pizza! Which was quite a long time ago.. Lets see how fast he has grown. =)
In the box that we used to take him back..
He climbed out the of box .. Like every naughty kid =P
No longer sleeping in the box..
But on the chair… =)
Owh I put him in my shoe. Hehe. So cute =)
Yesh, I like to play with cute things… Hahaha
This is how he looks when he’s on the floor, watch out! You might step on him if you didn’t notice.
Just to show how tiny he was… The "white thing" IS him.
On me.. Hehehe.
Awhh….
Hugging with only one hand.
On my laps
Sneaking here and there..
Playing!
=D
Lately..
He has grown so rapidly..
But still cute =)
Sleeping on my dirty clothes!
Aha.. Waking up..
Teehee. Something happened to my camera so .. that’s all that I have. =)
Now others…
The black cat that I found when waiting for Dad at Titiwangsa..
He’s purring! =)
Xiao Bai sleeping =D
Five other cats.. From left: Bizi, Shasha, Miki, Moer, Hui~ =P
Bizi a.k.a. Nose =))
Cookie — my fifth dog, on the day that he ran into my house. =) He WAS cute — just for one day. -.-"
Moer — with the clock XD
Sleeping sweet and sound =D
Bai Gou — looking so excited — while the house is on renovation =P
Oops! Caught sleeping in the bin! (It’s the paper recycling bin, NOT the rubbish bin. =P)
Ooooh. Can’t believe I reached the limit of 50 photos. Hahah. No wonder so few people are using friendster blog. Have fun reading.
Good luck for exams and all other stuff.. Everyone. Take care. xoxo
P/S: Oooppz!! Forgot to save limit for the card that Jackie made for me. Hahahah. Sorry sorry. Okok just see my profile for the card named "DecodedLOVER". Hahahah. But I think Jackie’s one is nicer. So go see Jackie’s profile. =PP Anyone/company/club wanna create name card/business card can look for him. PM him. Hehehe.
(Jackie!!!! I almost forgot that you know Pei Ying until I read your blog. XD)
Haha. Take care.
ONE
Yes yes. Promised Jackie to post this song up and here it is!
Title : Mengapa Perlu Cinta?
Composer : JL
angin
kencang melanda pada waktu malam
terusik hatiku membara kuat
pusaran roda yang lancar
bagai perasaanku
memandang ke arah belakang
bayangmu tiada
takut
dilukai
tidak yakin
namun hati masih bertanya apa itu cinta?
tanpamu disisi tiada tenaga
aku masih terbayang hal tersebut
mengapa
perlu cinta?
aku bertanya
siapa menjawab
tiada terjawab
oh please tell me why
mengapa mengapa
mengapa engkau masih diamkan diri anda
mengapa perlu duka?
teringat anda
saat kita bersama
ada anda disisi
sokonganmu,cintaku yang indah akan wujud bersamamu
my love
selama-lamanya
Read the lyrics, and it kinda "suit" my feelings when I first read it. Probably cause
was just in the mood.
Sounds more like a sad song to me =(
(Don’t compose so many sad songs Jackie, compose happy happy ones! Hehe)
TWO
LAWRENCE is so desperate to appear in my Blog (Nobody reads my blog lah dude), so here you are. LOL. Okay.. Will get in touch with you again about the thing you mentioned to me.
It is kinda complicated you see. =)
THREE
Yeah. Thanks for the phone Elaine. XD Skating was fun. I owe you swimming. Don’t forget that!!
FOUR
Sy must be MAD at me cause I couldn’t go today. Sorry sorry. Er.. Outing before you go back to JB? Can can? But I dunno when. =( Friday? (NEXT, not this)
FIVE
Sorry again to Juin & Qeng. Did you guys go? Didn’t tell me also =( So I dunno also. This fri? (Sorree…….) Better make it fast before assignment are going to due again…
SIX
(This is kinda random.)
All the best to Yin Mun! She got a place at NTU. Smart gal. Congrats for ya results too.
(Others I still dunno. Update me people.)
Good luck. That’s about all. Hehe. Take care.
真人都不喜爱我。。神你不欢喜我，逼我入了魔。。。
Suddenly into this song AGAIN. Hehe.. Muah always like that. =)
Just handed in three assignments so now free to write a little.. Heh.
Just got back our A-levels results yesterday, then went for lunch with a bunch of friends. Oh the next time we have this gathering, I’ll not be able to attend.
Coz they say they’ll have it in UK. =)
Yup, of all 10 people who were there yesterday, 3 will be staying in Malaysia.
That includes me. =D
Monash ain’t fun, loads of work, and felt as if there’s no life.. Unlike when I went back to HELP, oh, the roads around were so familiar, so welcoming.. Even the clothes I wear seem to look better (THAT WAS WHAT I FELT).
Yeah.. People who’ve seen me walk through my life would come to a conclusion.
I’m childish.
LittleNoise went to Sabah for Midnight Puppet.. The two nights in KL were okay i guess. (I mean, the second night.) It was fun, and still trying to persuade my Mum.. Will get it SOOON. Hopefully.
Where am I? Haha.. Hidden somewhere
Nyways, have an accounting project due soon, should start with it now. Anyone (from Monash) has any idea how to do it? I’m kinda lost. =(
Okay.. Getting back to work. =)
Before I go.
Hehe, I like this pic, very much.
They look so natural, one second earlier they were like normal then the next second they just posed and they don’t need time to change, or anything.. (It’s a compliment~!!)
LOL~~
Okay.. I might be over-reactin.. Haha..
More pics coming i hope, adding those from the outing with Sy, Laine, Peng, Min, Mun, Cheryl, Hao, Jon, and Jin Liang~~ Ah, will miss you guys~~
(Ya know, life is really tough without a camera…)
Mum promised to buy me one if i got scholarship!! Well, for the whole course, of course. No idea how to get that. X(
KK, back to work.
Finally, all the best to LN in Sabah. =)
People, skating on Mon!! No more FFK!! (This is a reminder to myself.. XD)
Till then, take care!
Yes you guessed it.
Okay, I mean, if you really cared to think of it.
Life has been REALLY tough without my camera. How to take all those alone-in-room pics?? And yes! The dragon fruit plant at my neighbour’s place blossomed, BIG, BIIGGG flowers! There were around 5 or 6 of them, they looked so fake coz they were just SOO Big!! From my window they looked like HUGE paper sunflowers. And yeah, too bad I no longer have a camera to share them with you. A Camera. A CAMERA.
Aw.
Life has been tiring as well, traveling around everyday, everyday~ Yes yes. To JH, dear, you DRIVE from KL to PJ and PJ to KL everyday. I take public transport. =(
Assignments!
They are hopping in like nobody’s business! And reading and
weekly tutorial? Craziness in the universities!
Or perhaps.
I was the
one who had a Great and Relaxing life for the past 8 years.
Is it even possible to join a club in the university? One that is super active, and have activities almost all the time?
Dear Swimming,
I miss you very much too.
Oh, just finished watching a drama. Like the songs in it. =)
Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home
Ya lar, i like every song that I heard in all dramas. -.-"
Cannot mer?
Every song brings a story.. It might be a sad one, it might be a happy one.. There are plenty of memories. In this one, he lied, they separated, when she forgives him, he died. Just by listening this you’d feel pure stupidity. Watch it yourself.
(You’d perhaps feel more stupidness! =D)
Found something that I loved a lot! =)
Yes! Yes!
Reminds me of something, I am not good at art. It always does, I wonder why.
By the way, got some pics from Tioman! Trying to get my pics out from the card soon too! Hehe!
On the ferry to Tioman. (I was kinda sick coz of the wind)
This is how it looks like at the very middle of the ocean and the feel is great! But something was *missing* tough… =(
Snorkeling! Had fun even though it was Cold *shiver* and i hated every time going back up to the boat.. Feeling DdiiZZzZzZZzYYyyy….
We saw Nemo! And I saw an ugly fish with red face and really ugly lips, which no one else can tell me anything about it..
Coz no one else saw.
There were LOTS of jellyfish! Swimming everywhere around us! We even get to see a poisonous one! And if Peng and I didn’t put our heads up at the RIGHT time from different places, we would be dead by now. It was like this:
We were swimming towards it!!
And fishes around us too! Aw.. Elaine played with Nemo under the sea. So cute!!!!!!!!
I thought of Mermaid, and I thought of Titanic under it.. Another world full of mysteries.
Those corals were nice!
Suddenly regretted that I didn’t go coral visiting in Phuket!
Hehe. Was singing Jay Chou’s Shan Hu Hai when I was in the sea.
That’s about all for now! Someone must be missing me VERY mush, or cursing me a lot. *Sneeze sneeze!*
Take care. Good night.
Our days weren’t really long, probably around 15 months. You came in March 2006, and left in 29 June 2007. 29, probably a number for me to remember for the rest of my life.
You came silently, I didn’t pick you, but you were the one that came. Now you’re gone.
I’d keep those memories
How you stayed with me
in the library
How I started to love
cam-whoring
How I finally get used
of listening to you
And being proud of you
and bringing you around
Wherever I go
Now you’re gone.
Days wouldn’t be tough without you, i hope. I’d remember, how I made you old and ugly, with the colours getting shallow, as my sweat fall on your beautiful clothes.
But that makes you special.
And I’ll always remember it. Dirty dirty phone.
Say cheeze. For the last time.
Oh, and the light that brought me through every blackout.
And the pics of all my friends in HELP. Yes, you must have came just for them.
And as my life in HELP ends, your life ends as well? So unfair.
I’ll remember you, you might be one of the best things that happened to me in HELP.
A picture taken with you. Oh, and by you.
I’ll always be proud of you. You made me shine, and there’s gonna be lots of trouble without you.
